Im choosing happiness.

i have an oppurtonity to;

go to Connecticut, then to vero beach, then England, a cruise and then Alaska

ill post pics ;)

and this is what came up:

RESULTS;  Rare type of person generally intense and popular. career choices for you:

career:                    Personality format of you:   

ENFP “Journalist”. These people love novelty and surprises. They are big on emotions and expression. Life is an exciting drama. They are good at sales, advertising, politics, and acting. 5% of the total population.

ENTJ: “Field Marshall”. The basic driving force and need is to lead. Tend to seek a position of responsibility and enjoys being an executive. 5% of the total population.

ENTP: “Inventor”. Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. and innovative. 5% of the total population.

ESFJ: “Seller”. Most sociable of all types. Outstanding host or hostesses. They may be dependent, first on parents and later on spouses. They excel in service occupations involving personal contact. 13% of the total population.

ESFP: “Entertainer”. Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. They make good performers, they like public relations, and they love the phone. Don’t understand people different from them. overly caring.15% of the total population.

ESTJ: “Administrator”. Much in touch with the external environment. These are responsible mates and parents and are loyal to the workplace. They are realistic, down-to-earth, orderly, and love tradition. They often find themselves joining civic clubs! 13% of the total population

ESTP “Promoter”: These are action-oriented people, often sophisticated, sometimes ruthless — our “James Bonds.” As mates, they are exciting and charming, but they have trouble with commitment. They make good promoters, entrepreneurs, and con artists. 13% of the total population.

INFJ: “Author”. Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1% of the total population. These are serious students and workers who really want to contribute. They are private and easily hurt. They make good spouses, but tend to be physically reserved. People often think they are psychic. They make good therapists, general practitioners, ministers, and so on.

INFP: “Questor”. These people are idealistic, self-sacrificing, and somewhat cool or reserved. They are very family and home oriented, but don’t relax well. High capacity for caring. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 1% of the total population.

INTJ: “Scientist”. Most self-confident and pragmatic of all the types. Decisions come very easily. These are the most independent of all types. They love logic and ideas and are drawn to scientific research. They can be rather single-minded, though.. 1% of the total population.

INTP: “Architect”. Greatest precision in thought and language. Can readily discern contradictions and inconsistencies. They are good at logic and math and make good philosophers and theoretical scientists, but not writers or salespeople. 1% of the total population.

ISFJ: “Conservator”. These people are service and work oriented  - very loyal. They may suffer from fatigue and tend to be attracted to troublemakers. They are good nurses, teachers, secretaries, general practitioners, librarians, middle managers, and housekeepers. 6% of the total population.

ISFP: “Artist”. Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. They are shy and retiring, and are not talkative,. They are not big on commitment. 5% of the total population.

ISTJ “Trustee” These are dependable pillars of strength. They often try to reform their mates and other people. They make good bank examiners, auditors, accountants, and phys. ed. teachers, and boy or girl scouts! 6% of the total population.

ISTP: “Artisan”. These people are action-oriented and fearless, and crave excitement. They are impulsive and dangerous to stop. They often like tools, instruments, and weapons, and often become technical experts. They are not interested in communications and are often incorrectly diagnosed as dyslexic or hyperactive. 5% of the total population.

I’d be a bit of a jealous girlfriend..well so to speak, cuz for me i never get jealous at least not the usual jelous„„no not at all instead i just get sad and down and i feel a lil empty inside and then i crave pity.

But i just see all these girls who look older then they really are and i look younger. but now that doesnt bother me much because i discovered that when im like 70 i look like im 60 And when their 70 theyll look like their 80 so in the long run its a good thing but what does worry me is that when i like a boy he wont like me back because look at what he can have ya know, all these other girls who are perfect and im still coming into my body.

i dont know…… i guess i just really wanna be somebodys “type” i want them to like girls with a tiny waist and nice skinny long legs and not overflowing busts and a jiggly butt i mean seriouly guys are really going for fat girls nowadays i never thought i’d see that day coming.

just gonna say my goodbyes. im going to england this summer, ive got alot of growing to do, maybe ill find somebody there whose worth me. I have so much potential thats been locked up for so long, but not anymore im getting out of these chains for once and for all. im just just jusssst very very ….. done with the bull shit.